In December 2017, Logan Paul went on a plane and landed in Japan armed with his camcorder. He was looking for his daily adrenaline fix, you see.


This was back when he always looked for the next Jackass-level stunt to perform. This was back when he sought the next rush for his fans to experience vicariously.

He put himself on a tight schedule to publish daily content on his YouTube channel.

“It’s everyday, bro”, as his brother Jake once demured.

A promotional image of Logan Paul, holding up his camcorder.
Logan Paul

People have their opinions about this guy, but here’s the plain truth: Logan works very hard and has earned his millions.

Since I already mentioned the words “Logan Paul” and “Japan”…you already know where this is going.

Yup, the Suicide Forest controversy.

Dead Bodies are Not for Filming

Logan filmed the body of a dead man, a recent victim of suicide-by-hanging. Surrounded by his buddies in the woods, Logan quipped that the man was “still hangin’ around.”

Before uploading the footage to YouTube, he took pains in blurring the man’s face out, providing a number to the Suicide Hotline, and adding a trigger warning in the beginning. He even demonitized the video.

Yet, despite his good intentions, he still made one critical mistake: He filmed a dead body.

In an undignified manner.

And the entire world saw it before the family did.

The backlash was swift. YouTube and Twitter took no prisoners with the Logang. After a day or so, Logan took the video down and apologized. He vowed to make preventing suicide his life’s mission and donate to prevention charities.

An image from Logan Paul's video where he apologized for the Japan Forest controversy.
Logan Paul. So Sorry video.

What Might’ve Been…

See, Logan’s video could have been solid content. It could still be up today if he made a minor change: Omit the image of the body.

If he left his initial reaction to the body in the video, returned to his hotel, described what he saw, and how it shook him, then it would’ve been fine in the eyes of the world.

One can gain perspective from seeing a dead body (strange to say).

I don’t have ESP, but I believe Logan was trying to teach his audience something:

Eventually we will all die. We will all become something that is unmoving, unbreathing, and literally dead.

Death is Eternal

It’s a scary thought, but eventually our skin will rot. We will stop moving, but the world around us will not.

The sun will move and bake our corpse. The rain will move and puncture our calcifying flesh. Insects will move and pick up the remains. What was left of us will eventually be gone.

A skull with a black background.
Photo by ahmed adly on

It’s better to become a pile of bones much later, rather than sooner. We need to use up the life we were meant to have. Suicide is the worst sin we can commit to ourselves. Suicide destroys any semblance of potential we have for the rest of our lives.

So what does any of this have to do with the dead crawfish I found today?

Crawfish Under the Sun

Today, I walked through the local nature preserve and found a rare sight. On a wooden railing lined with tree droppings, a dead crawfish was sizzling under the Florida sun.

#bakedgoods 😐

A dead crawfish upon a wooden railing.
The Crawfish

Now, according to the Internet’s Code of Ethics, it’s actually acceptable to post pictures of dead crustaceans (so don’t say I’m like Logan!).

A dish of three dead crabs.
Photo by David Abbram on

Half of the crawfish’s body has already decayed, and I don’t expect to see it there tomorrow.

If it were still alive, it would be moving still. Moving to survive. Moving to escape the Sun’s merciless rays and moving to prevent bacteria from disintegrating its body.

It would be alive, and it would be moving. And it would be alive.

In life, we have the power to escape the destruction of our bodies. In death, we won’t.

One life.

One death.

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Corey Toomey, smiling for the camera.

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